I was going to write about sex. I was going to write about my relationship, but I can’t. I have all of these ideas that I am ready to share with you guys, but I can’t. I cannot write if it doesn’t feel real. I plan very few post for this very reason. I am not here to give you article after article of things. Follow me on twitter for those things. This is my platform to offer my experience on everyday things and hope that I can help someone. That being said; today I just can’t. I am tired, and so sad. So very sad.
Last week I opened my bank account app and found I had $6. This was incredibly frustrating. For many reasons, but mostly because this is getting old. I am doing everything I can and yet it isn’t good enough. I got the job and it still isn’t enough.
The student loan debt that is $125k is crippling. And also last week I received my test score for the last CPA section and I failed. So far I have taken two sections and failed two sections. So overall I am not feeling really great about anything.
So while I would love to share some really great advice for you, I just can’t today. I have gotten out of bed enough to feed my daughter and that is the extent of it. Everything hurts and I just feel like crying.
I don’t know what to do and I am finding myself even more than normal doubting that this is what I want to do. I feel so trapped though because of the debt I have that got me here and it isn’t really paying off. So maybe next week I will feel better and bring you the good stuff. But today I can’t.